Verse: Nowhere

It isn't there
at least
not yet

but soon
and almost sudden
it will appear

a rogue wave
of insistent
roiling instances
each more impatient
than the last
infinitely unfolding
unfamiliar
and unnamed

like paralysis
a fever
paroxysms
of yearning
then time will
at last turn
on itself
with a venomous
vengeance
until...

but, no
heaven
and earth
and all their
strange magics
do repel me

saying only
it's not here
what you seek
at least
not yet
and not
for now
for you